The Meaning of My Life is .... He

Every Morning at 5:00 AM we start with a run - regardless the weather circumstances. In the weekends, Vlindertje and I take a ride on a horse, or we travel to Virginia Beach for a stroll, Sometimes we'll be at a playground but we also visit galleries. We reflected on our evening out last night as well. We saw a movie "Definitely, Maybe", we shopped for my boot fetish


and we strolled in a book store. The movie was great and the company was nice. Today after our run, we continued our "chick flick mode" with "Notting Hill" and "Bridget Jones". it was a relaxing moment for me and Vlindertje. While watching the movie, we did our nails - the typical girlie girlie stuff Mom's and Girls do. I forgot how much I liked the lyrics of some of the songs in the movies. And I want to share them with you because they're so beautiful. I also included the video clips.

Enjoy a Happy Happy Sunday!


It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the darkTry as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine
He may be the face I can’t forget
The trace of pleasure or regret, maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay
He maybe the song the song that summer sings
Maybe the chill that autumn brings
Maybe a hundred different things within the measure of a day
He maybe the beauty or the beast
maybe the masculine or the feast
may turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell.
He maybe the mirror of my dreams.
A smile reflected in a stream.
He may not be what he may seem
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine
He may be the face I can’t forget
The trace of pleasure or regret, maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay
He maybe the song the song that summer sings
Maybe the chill that autumn brings
Maybe a hundred different things within the measure of a day
He maybe the beauty or the beast
maybe the masculine or the feast
may turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell.
He maybe the mirror of my dreams.
A smile reflected in a stream.
He may not be what he may seem
He, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one’s allowed to see then when they cry
He maybe the love that cannot hope to last
My come to me from the shadows of the past that I remember ‘till the day I die,
he maybe the reason I survive,
the why and wherefore I’m alive
the one I care for through the rough and ready years.
Me, I’ll take the laughter and his tears and make them all my souvenirs
from where he goes I’ve got to be

The Meaning of My Life is .......... He.

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so farI never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far, I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

The meaning of my life is ……….he.









Hugzzz Dahlings,


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Living A NoTaurious Life

There’s something about... *Taurus…

For those among us interested in Astrology, will immediately shout out loud that dating a Taurus as an Aries is a Highway to Hell. But there’s something about this Taurus, I can tell you that. He’s in his forties [great]; actively involved in Church activities [WOW factor]; leads a family life; a great dad[WOW Factor]; fun; intelligent, cute; he is simultaneously adventurous yet calm and peaceful; last but not least he’s my brothers frat and sealed with Dr.H. approval.

Then what about *Taurus? Is it me or is this a trend among guys that hit a certain age, get divorced, start all over and then go overboard living a fast life?

I do enjoy an evening out dancing with friends, chill and hit the sunrise- there’s nothing wrong with that scenario when it is on an occasion. The next day, I have to be up early [5:00 am] for my run, then @ 7:30 AM most of my meetings start. Most week days and weekends are packed with my baby girl’s extra curriculum; and our sports and work out activities. My professional life balances out my family and personal life. I’m a firm believer of a consistent and stable environment for children. My life is centered around my daughter; my family, and my work first before anything else.

I appreciate *Taurus for integrating me in his life; he introduced me to his “party crew” and some of his professional connections. I enjoy being around *Taurus because even in the midst of the excitement and the partying, he checks in on me frequently asking me how I’m doing, and he makes me smile. He demonstrates how much he misses me and how much he desires me when I’m not around. It’s almost perfect since I’m an independent girl, who needs a man to be around her 24/7 @ the stage of dating???

– I do have a life of my own. There’s still something about *Taurus... 101 moments are rare with him. After a party or a night out, we do find ourselves some quality time. That happens subsequently around 4 or 5:00 AM. When we do spend time 101, I feel we connect.

There’s something about *Taurus. He goes out at least three or four times per week- with my life and work I can’t keep up with that.

I admire him for his energy, I can tell you that. I’m neither a [regular] drinker, nor smoker and definitely not into party peps.

I don’t judge people who choose this side of the fast life, but I never been there and will never touch that. When I was in college, and fresh out of college I did party a lot and hang out with my friends who were about my age [23-25]. That’s where my nickname Angry Asian Cookie stems from – regardless what time at night or day – you would always catch me smiling, laughing and enjoying my life.
When you mature along the years, there’s still this young @ heart feel that keeps you going – @ least I do. I still pull pranks, tease my friends, laugh, dance, smile, love and am curious about life. Hanging out with a crew that’s maybe 7 to 10 years younger, is fun – on occasion. But when it comes to holding a conversation, I’m not amused. Contents of conversations includes: what designer pocket, cloths X was wearing that was out dated, this chick was looking at me and I walked up to her and asked her what is your problem, what nail color polish fits my outfit better? --- OMG tell me Did somebody sedated me ????? I lost track of most of the conversations I had with Taurus’ party crew.

There’s something about *Taurus that keeps me intrigued. I’m not sure if that’s because I haven’t seen all of his soul’s mirror or because I’m sensitive to his kind and caring gestures when we are together? Maybe it’s because I see his potential as a man. However, I think I’m in his life at the wrong time. He’s in his forties, just divorced and enjoying a life dominated by a circle of friends too immature for my taste, and a fast life. *Taurus is so amicable that I desire to remain friends and become closer friends regardless our status. Yes, there’s definitely something about... * Taurus.


*Taurus - age 40 something

Smilies: *demonstrates kindness;care;affection;desire* intelligent* calm and adventureous* great father and family man [potential]* cute*generous* independent* funny* Dr.H. approval seal* frat brother

Eyebrow Raisers: *Taurus-Aries compatibility*living a Fast NoTaur[io]us Life* surrounded and in company of people who sedate me with their level of conversation* still needs time to find his life back as a single.