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Showing posts with label Cloud 9. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Cloud 9. Show all posts

Friday, March 14, 2008

It's Official

It's Official... I'm in love. And the best thing is, it's his spirit and soul that completely knocked me off my feet. For the last couple of days we communicated so intense and with so much depth that he makes me quiet - which is a phenomenon. I only want to hear him and him alone. He's a well spring of inspiration for new poetry and I cannot wait to hold his hand again. In the back of my mind, I'm a realist and know that this cloud can come down and that chances are that we might never be a couple. So far I'm still on cloud 9, and I plan to enjoy it. My heart is racing, each time I hear from him. My head is spinning when I drink his words. My soul is yearning for his thoughts. My spirit sings a silent song, only he can hear...my King





Hugzzz Dahlings,


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Monday, March 10, 2008

Cloud 9

Last night I spoke of hours with both my brother [Dr.H.], King and another close friend. I cannot describe how energized I felt during my conversations however I didn't get much sleep at all. This morning, I'm reflecting on the conversations I had regarding: re-relocation [lol]; California, a new career, housing and my developing feelings for King. Goal-orientated as I am, I asked myself the following question: how do you eat an Elephant ? Answer: By bits and pieces.

This morning after so little sleep I still woke up [as usual] with a smile. My heart is racing, my soul is yearning and he continues to take my breath away. I never thought I would ever experience this; I have dreamed about this phenomenon, I read about it; and I imagined that I would once find my soul mate. Never in my wildest dream I expected it to feel like this. We are so incredible compatible and in sync with each others goals; dreams; expectations; desires and souls. I truly feel this is it - he's the One. Did I ever felt like this before? It came close but the flow of the communication I have with King is incomparable; the chemistry is astonishing both ways; the spiritual connection surpasses my imagination.

How are we handling the long distance.. first of all I have my dear friend Mos who has offered to let me stay at her place in CA. I'm trying to build resources for at least a couple of months to cover my relocation and my other expenses. Then when the time is there we MOVE! We''ll still be a two hours away from each other but we can catch a plane easily or do weekends. This way we can maintain the independence we both enjoy and take it from there.

Meanwhile we are both focused on accomplishing our other goals. Regardless how we finish, we both feel we'll be friends for life. He has the most beautiful soul and spirit I've ever encountered outside of my family. Oh meanwhile, if you need me: I'm on Cloud 9 *** Smile ****.





Hugzzz Dahlings,


angryasiancookie.in.dc@gmail.com