I long to see you smile

So much has happened the last couple of days, and I didn't have the chance to blog about it but here we go.

GI Joe
Remember that I blogged about GI Joe? He and I finally had a chance to talk. I brought him the news that I don't want to marry him because I don't know him; don't love him and never met him. I also shared with him I met an individual that I start to develop feelings for.
I probably shouldn't have shared that last part. My thoughts were that this additional information might help to make GI Joe realize marriage to me is a loss cause. GI Joe started to demand questions why I preferred King as oppose to him [GI Joe]. Then he expressed that he thought it was unfair that he had such a disposition - he's in Iraq and King is here .....in CA. In response I tried to explain the dynamics between King and myself. Wrong stupid Bridget - he started to project it on himself. In my effort not to upset GI Joe too much I offered my platonic friendship, and told him that he probably is a great guy but not for me and I never met him.
A chat with GI Joe is always draining and I really didn't have the time or energy to go into too much details. Lucky for me my laptop crashed again

NoShow
Before I met Lion I was introduced to NoShow. I quickly had assessed NoShow, was a NoShow because every time we tried to schedule a date and he would not show up. In addition I found out he was still married but separated for eighth years but still slept with his wife. When we did met I couldn't overcome his physical appearance; his hygiene; his ghetto background; and his intellectual abilities. He wrote beautiful letters but to be honest I think he had downloaded them somewhere online because in real life his vocabulary didn't match his written skills. To cut a long story short, I wasn't interested. I told him that immediately and I offered a platonic friendship at maximum. He took that too literally and started to call me day and night. After a while he stopped calling but the last couple of days, he started his phone terror again. This time I blocked his number. Personally, I don't understand why a person would stalk another person who obviously made it clear she's not interested in you romantically.

Johns
I met Johns via a mutual friend. He is an older professional, very nice and distinguished, intelligent, but from my side there's no chemistry. We started talking about business and we met several of times with regards to that. He invited me a couple of times for a party and dance. We did have indepth conversation and he's a nice person but I'm falling for King that I made it clear that we can be friends and business partners but that's as far as I want him in my life. He's not accepting this fact. Why is it that men cannot handle a "no" or is it my naievity that men and women cannot be platonic if one has a crush on the other. Of course I have no intention to continue this friendship.

KING
Where do I even start...we have been text messaging, and talking by phone and people - I am falling for King. And I mean really falling and feeling this wonderful man. He has his own interests, hobbies and work but still shows enough interest in my life and is very supportive about whatever I undertake. Of course this works both ways. Our exchange is naughty; deep; sweet; funny and intellectual. We make each other smile, and when he's silent it's ok. I listen to him without he's saying one word. Last night he was excited about my dancing classes, and I was excited about his audition for a movie part. We shared dreams and goals, little and bigger things that have our interest. We had been on our call listening to our music and it was as if he was sitting next to me. Both of us trying to see who can visit who first. And you know what, I long to see him smile; hold his hand and be in his presence in real life again. If I can have one wish related to him and me, this would be my wish.

Gosh how will a long distance relationship work then again, I was already focused on relocation... maybe I should seriously consider CA.



Hugzzz Dahlings,


angryasiancookie.in.dc@gmail.com

Commercial Bonjour

Ever watch the Bonjour Dessert commercial? I'm not sure if it was aired in the US but it was a hit in Paris. Or have you seen the comparable "Heavenly Dark" commercial from Barton?




After the commercial, your craving for the Bonjour dessert makes you run to the store for it. That's exactly what I experience after my conversations and meeting King. We're anticipating on meeting each other again because of the "Bonjour" factor.
Our mutual interests;natural flow of communication; love for people; [performing] arts, culture; music and singing; charity;alumni connections;our curiousity for life; sense for adventure; and our chemistry is amazing.
We have the same expectations about our connection and we both live a bon vivant life. I never intended to start dating outside of the DC area and in addition he's a friend of Taurus - which reminds me that we have to give Taurus a heads up regarding our developing friendship. Taurus and I went out on a few dates but we never "dated" or did I made the decision to date him based on some "eyebrow raisers", and I'm sure that's mutual.

Despite both our busy life, King and I want to see each other NOW and figure out the details. I made a promise to myself and my friends that I would take it slow and I always keep my promise. It's helpful that we live so far away, it gives us both a chance to focus on our soul and minds first and foremost.

Meanwhile, I'm staring at the pics he sent me of him and his plane [Dr. H. will love that one], did I learn how to text in short codes, and feel inspired writing poetry and short stories again.


I secretly wonder if King might be the one ... who can tame me into a lamb...


Huggzz Dahlings


angryasiancookie.in.dc@gmail.com

Living A NoTaurious Life

There’s something about... *Taurus…

For those among us interested in Astrology, will immediately shout out loud that dating a Taurus as an Aries is a Highway to Hell. But there’s something about this Taurus, I can tell you that. He’s in his forties [great]; actively involved in Church activities [WOW factor]; leads a family life; a great dad[WOW Factor]; fun; intelligent, cute; he is simultaneously adventurous yet calm and peaceful; last but not least he’s my brothers frat and sealed with Dr.H. approval.

Then what about *Taurus? Is it me or is this a trend among guys that hit a certain age, get divorced, start all over and then go overboard living a fast life?

I do enjoy an evening out dancing with friends, chill and hit the sunrise- there’s nothing wrong with that scenario when it is on an occasion. The next day, I have to be up early [5:00 am] for my run, then @ 7:30 AM most of my meetings start. Most week days and weekends are packed with my baby girl’s extra curriculum; and our sports and work out activities. My professional life balances out my family and personal life. I’m a firm believer of a consistent and stable environment for children. My life is centered around my daughter; my family, and my work first before anything else.

I appreciate *Taurus for integrating me in his life; he introduced me to his “party crew” and some of his professional connections. I enjoy being around *Taurus because even in the midst of the excitement and the partying, he checks in on me frequently asking me how I’m doing, and he makes me smile. He demonstrates how much he misses me and how much he desires me when I’m not around. It’s almost perfect since I’m an independent girl, who needs a man to be around her 24/7 @ the stage of dating???

– I do have a life of my own. There’s still something about *Taurus... 101 moments are rare with him. After a party or a night out, we do find ourselves some quality time. That happens subsequently around 4 or 5:00 AM. When we do spend time 101, I feel we connect.

There’s something about *Taurus. He goes out at least three or four times per week- with my life and work I can’t keep up with that.

I admire him for his energy, I can tell you that. I’m neither a [regular] drinker, nor smoker and definitely not into party peps.

I don’t judge people who choose this side of the fast life, but I never been there and will never touch that. When I was in college, and fresh out of college I did party a lot and hang out with my friends who were about my age [23-25]. That’s where my nickname Angry Asian Cookie stems from – regardless what time at night or day – you would always catch me smiling, laughing and enjoying my life.
When you mature along the years, there’s still this young @ heart feel that keeps you going – @ least I do. I still pull pranks, tease my friends, laugh, dance, smile, love and am curious about life. Hanging out with a crew that’s maybe 7 to 10 years younger, is fun – on occasion. But when it comes to holding a conversation, I’m not amused. Contents of conversations includes: what designer pocket, cloths X was wearing that was out dated, this chick was looking at me and I walked up to her and asked her what is your problem, what nail color polish fits my outfit better? --- OMG tell me Did somebody sedated me ????? I lost track of most of the conversations I had with Taurus’ party crew.

There’s something about *Taurus that keeps me intrigued. I’m not sure if that’s because I haven’t seen all of his soul’s mirror or because I’m sensitive to his kind and caring gestures when we are together? Maybe it’s because I see his potential as a man. However, I think I’m in his life at the wrong time. He’s in his forties, just divorced and enjoying a life dominated by a circle of friends too immature for my taste, and a fast life. *Taurus is so amicable that I desire to remain friends and become closer friends regardless our status. Yes, there’s definitely something about... * Taurus.


*Taurus - age 40 something

Smilies: *demonstrates kindness;care;affection;desire* intelligent* calm and adventureous* great father and family man [potential]* cute*generous* independent* funny* Dr.H. approval seal* frat brother

Eyebrow Raisers: *Taurus-Aries compatibility*living a Fast NoTaur[io]us Life* surrounded and in company of people who sedate me with their level of conversation* still needs time to find his life back as a single.